A lot has happened since the last time I posted.
Oh yeah, 154 am.
I haven't posted really because I've had no issues and I've been super busy anyway. So here's what you missed that I could have posted about in a nutshell:
TOTALLY falling for David. I started liking him more and more.
We spent every single day together and we still do as much as possible now that it's summer. Unfortunately gas money and work interfere some.
Brandon tried to put the moves on me-hahaha, very funny. I literally walked away from that one thinking, "I've still got it" ;D
I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE IN TO MY HOUSE!
David is the freaking cutest boyfriend ever.
AND HE SAID HE LOVED ME! Oh, it was lovely :) We had made dinner and brownies and watched a Princess Mononoke. Done nothing physical other than peck. We were watching Seinfeld and I turned to hug him. Then we kept giving each other little kisses and giggling and smiling, saying how we could do this all night and be content. Then he paused, just stared at me, and said "I love you." I froze, giggled, kissed him like four times, and said "I love you too." It was perfect timing. Just a couple days before I decided I loved him and I wasn't going to say it back if I didn't. So it was wonderful :)
Since then, shit ton of guard mostly. And heart whatever coming back. It seemed like it had all but gone away. But noooooooo. I started feeling vaguely like I did last fall/winter emotionally for some reason and at the same time dizziness came back. Booo.
But I miss David. I don't get to see him enough with band camps going on. I miss him. Which is weird for me. I must really love him.
Anyway, I'm waking up at 7 tomorrow morning so I aught to sleep. Nighty night!
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