But this was the plan before so it's back to "normal."

150am

Fuck it.

Parents are getting a divorce. My dad is going to be gone for the next seven weeks. I could sit on here and complain and whatnot, but it's really not going to affect me much anyway. Plus I've been on both of their sides. I want my mom to be happy, even if it means not being with my dad. But I want my dad to be okay. This is not what he wants, but he's much like me--or rather, I'm much like him. He's strong and he'll be just fine. So it's whatever. I'm concerned about Taylor, but she'll make it through it too. So yeah.

Done.

My parents will pay for my schooling again. Well, for now anyway. They're paying for it and I'll eventually pay it all back. But this was the plan before so it's back to "normal." I get my car back too which is great. Though I don't have as much of an excuse to stay the night at school anymore :( But yeah, all fixed and finished.

Done.

As for Brandon. It is what it is; I need to be over it. He only wanted me the other night for one of two reasons-he couldn't have me anymore or it was just physical. If he actually wanted me, he could have had me before, but didn't. So I need to get past it. I should know better than to want him back anyway. Plus, David is so great. And he's one of the few people who have genuinely made me happy since all of whatever happened.

But at least Brandon is really acting like my friend now. That makes me happier than I'll ever let him know.

Done.

All better :)