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DAVID ASKED ME OUT LAST NIGHT!

It was so freaking cute. I was having a shitty day-it was all little things but nothing seemed to be going right. And Sam just kept hounding me about EVERYTHING! So I lost it at dinner. I grabbed my jacket and walked outside and sat down. I figured I'd cool down before everyone was finished and came out.

Then suddenly, David was sitting next to me :) He asked if I was alright and I told him I was just really frustrated and Sam sent me over the edge. We talked about other random things after that until people came out. They were all concerned--which was super sweet and made me happy.

Everyone was going every which way-back to the dorms, off to by beer, grabbing whatever from DAAP, etc. So I asked David if he wanted to go on a walk.

We walked to places around campus neither of us had ever really been to-the alley behind subway, the library balcony, and all over Sigma Sigma Commons. We sat on what looked like a staircase but was actually a turned off fountain and after a while moved to the mound. We stood on top for a long time, talking, watching cars run stop signs, looking at the lights and the lack of stars, watching the torch change colors. I had my back to him most of that time and he had his arms wrapped around me. Twas so lovely :)

It had been at least a half hour when I turned to him and suggested we leave-we had people and alcohol waiting for us at the dorms. He still had his arms around me but I was facing him now. We stared at one another for maybe a minute and then he smiled and leaned down to kiss me. I could have died right there, it was incredible! That boy can kiss! I was rather impressed. He's always seemed so timid, but hey, I'm quite alright with how things turned out. Quite.

I stayed the night with him. It was wonderful. We watched a rather crappy movie, but it was nice to be with him. Then we talked and kissed until 6something in the morning, woke up at 10 until 11 doing the same thing, then woke up again at 2 and talked and kissed until Matt came in at 3.

Some of the things he said just lit up my night. Like how life couldn't be more perfect-lying next to a beautiful girl wearing his chainmaille and talking about his two favorite shows. Or how for the past week, every night after I dropped him off, he'd swat at the air in frustration as I drove away because he didn't make a move.

He held me all night tonight too while we watched the movies. It makes me so giddy. I've seen him for like half the day everyday at least for the last three or four weeks. It's going to be weird not seeing him for the next four days while I'm in New York...

Booo... :(